shatteredsblog:

to my ex bestfriend.

I saw you today. You didn’t look at me though. You seem quite happy with your new friends. You’re still beautiful just like i remember you. I guess I just couldn’t stop myself from wondering if you’re actually happy. You’ve grown a lot. And changed maybe? I mean everyone has. I’d be lying if i said i don’t miss you anyone. You were such an amazing friend, bestfriend, classmate, and what not. I wish I could fix our friendship but i guess something are better left untouched. I want to ask you a 100 questions and tell you a 1000 things. I want to share with you how things changed and and then i want you to tell me how it was for you. You gave me one of the most beautiful friendship and i wish nothing but the best for you.

ur-new-stepmom:

i hope they accomplish all their dreams, i hope they heal their trauma, i hope their self love never fades. they’ll always have a piece of my heart, i wish them all the happiness in the world

maybe someday we’ll find our way back and i’ll be there to see them become who they’re supposed to be

petrichor-moss-and-lightning:

ex best friends are like. i found texts from you in my phone from 2014 and i didn’t stop crying for half an hour. your mother passed me in the grocery store the other day and i couldn’t meet her gaze [does she still make upside down pineapple cake for your birthday?]. i write all my “y”s with a loop at the bottom; the same way you always signed the notes we passed in class [“love you!”]. i’m full up with rage and i don’t know how to uproot the fury from my chest. from under my fingernails. i adore you more than you’ll ever know. hating you has become second nature.

poetbychoice:

I had a dream,

Just the other night.

I woke up,

Tears in my eyes.

But what I dreamt about,

Well it’s too fuzzy now to tell,

Guess it’s like you.

Cause my memories of you,

Are slowly fading as well.

myblissfulsuicide:

Every time I chase happiness I come back worse than before.

anqelek:

heavensghost:

Natalie Wee from Our bodies and Other fine machines

candiedspit:

I forgot what this was about